2021.12.02 03:32 ProfessionalWeird681 What type of bully is he ?
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2021.12.02 03:32 thegreatape_ In dire need of Iman
Hello everyone. I was born a Muslim but I was never religious. My family isn’t religious either. I barely believed in a god for most of my life. At the lowest point of my life Allah guided me back to Islam through a dream, a dream that came to me at one of my worst days. I never remember my dreams, ever. That dream lead me to read the Quran for the first time in my adult life and for a whole year following I became incredibly religious. I prayed five times a day, I read Quran, I cut out weed, alcohol, and even music at some points. I went to Friday prayer, I felt a profound connection to my religion and I learned so much about Islam. I was at peace in my heart and felt like I could get the worst disease possible and still be at peace with Allah. I was truly close to Allah as far as I understand it. I never thought I would be in a place where I would rather listen to Quran than music and enjoy it much more. Alhamdullilah.
Now, my university is a big party school and this all happened during the COVID shutdown while I was home for the school year. This year I had to go back on campus and the unfortunate truth is I completely ruined any connection I had with Allah. I swear to you American universities are truly a horrible place for a Muslim but it is entirely on me. So, since coming back I had completely abandoned everything, became borderline alcoholic, smoke weed all the time, I’m always with girls, etc. My heart is black again, and I’ve lost my peace and connection with Allah. And worst of all…. I had a long gap from prayer. I hated typing that. I became EXACTLY who I used to be.
I have been praying for 3 days now, after a very long gap. I feel like a hypocrite and a loser. I truly have become a loser again because Allah has given me incredible blessings when he guided me. When I tell you Allah has given me absolutely everything I needed to get out of that deep, dark depression I was in before, I mean it. And now I completely shut Islam out of my mind and chased the dunya. It hurts me because Allah answered ALL OF MY DUAS. And I returned to my old ways.
I’m not sure why I made this post. I just wanted to hear from people who have been in a similar situation as me. I know exactly what to do but my heart is dead. I can’t stop doing the extremely haram things I’m doing. Do you know what it’s like to be addicted to drinking and smoking and chasing girls while trying to get back into prayer? I feel like a HUHE hypocrite and a loser. I feel zero iman.
My prayers aren’t even accepted. I’m still praying because I won’t be a Muslim if I don’t. I don’t know how to get my Iman back. My faith is crumbling and I’m pushing myself deeper by not being able to quit all the haram I do. I’ve done it before but I feel like I’m all out of willpower. I have to take my exam to get into medical school this year on top of all of this. I’m just hoping to hear from people who have been in a similar situation. I know that I have to read Quran, and quit everything I do. I know that if I trust Allah it will work out. I just need help being able to have enough iman to just talk to Allah without feeling like I’m talking to the air. Yes, of course I believe in Allah and Islam, that is never a doubt. I just feel no connection.
Thank you for reading this.
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2021.12.02 03:32 josefansinger Herfindahl-Hirschman index for ETH rising since mid 2020. Why?
| For many coins (BTC included) the Herfindahl-Hirschman index is falling over time. Meaning the the coins get more equally distributed. That was also the case for ETH for most of its history. But since mid 2020 the trend is reversing. On November 15 the index again made a major jump. -- Any idea why? Institutional investors have no effect on BTC's Herfindahl-Hirschman index.|
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2021.12.02 03:32 Money_These *Restock Alert* Neverfull GM (Mono/Peony & DE/Cherry) | Available Now
2021.12.02 03:32 Complex_Carrot21 BWRE (feat. duncan) - ovrthnkr
2021.12.02 03:32 maybedisneyvacation [MDV] How to put on a loincloth
2021.12.02 03:32 ginilingwithegg97 Hello guys tara kain tayo, prinsipyo nga lamang ang ulam. Tara.
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2021.12.02 03:32 Flimsy-Swordfish7921 I want to switch from night shift to morning shift
I want to email my supervisor but I’m having trouble forming sentences and whatever I’m thinking of doesn’t sound professional enough. How would you ask? 😭
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2021.12.02 03:32 aafaqali Creating "Device Policy Manager Application"
Hello, Hope Lineage Community is doing great, I have my own application which is Device Admin, Before I was enrolling devices using QR, Now I need to add that in LineageOS without root, is there any way of creating application DPM without Using QR code enrolment?
previously I was using this link, but didn't work out for me.
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2021.12.02 03:32 DukeDevorak Puppet Automatically Becomes Independent When Other Countries Asked Them to Join Faction via National Focus
Recently on my Hungarian Austria-Hungary playthrough, I successfully annexed Austria via referendum and Czechoslovakia became my dominion (Germany went Democratic through Oppose Hitler NF therefore no Sudetenland). However, later when Germany formed Central European Alliance faction and asked both me and Czechoslovakia, Czechoslovakia somehow automatically became independent.
Initially I thought it might be a feature not a bug since Czechoslovakia was just a dominion but not further puppeted and I was also in the middle of a war, so I tried to keep myself in peace and even further reduce Czechoslovakia's autonomy. However no matter how far I reduced its autonomy or whether I was at peace or not, Czechoslovakia automatically became independent when they were asked to become a member of the CEA.
I just reported the bug on the Paradox forum, but does anyone here have any idea about this bug?
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2021.12.02 03:32 AmbergEvk L2PAD’s Manifesto
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2021.12.02 03:32 carly-rage-jepsen Where do you get your oil changed?
Do y'all go to a place like Jiffy Lube, or do you think it's better to take it to an independent mechanic or even a place that specializes in Volkswagen maintenance?
Not interested in changing it myself, sorry fam
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2021.12.02 03:32 MemeeDude what the..
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2021.12.02 03:32 cosmiabeauty silver, black & white press ons 🖤🤍🖤
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2021.12.02 03:32 anonymous062904 The beginning of Rabbit Hole will always piss me off
“Dear Head…shut up”. Like holy shit it makes me want to throw my phone across the room. Not necessarily because of the lyric, it’s just his voice like my God. The song would be 10x better if they used anything besides that
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2021.12.02 03:32 ImLazyWithUsernames I'm something of a chef myself
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2021.12.02 03:32 WreacHavoc 一些音乐相关网站推荐——根据Spotify Wrapped开始的音乐流派挖掘
| 在每年的Spotify Wrapped出现的第一瞬间我就开始打开它回顾这一年的数据！在Genres总结的时候会告诉你你今天听了几十种音乐流派，但是你最喜欢的是：|
但是我在平时Search栏里只能看到比如Rock、Pop、Indie、Hip-Hop这四个大类。也就是说每一种音乐细分的流派，比如统一包括在Rock大类里面的Alternative rock、New wave、Post-punk这些细分类别是没有办法直接观察到，我也只能从artist最下面的个人简介对TA音乐创作的描述和推荐歌单里来推测TA的音乐流派。
这个网站是专门定位于数字音乐服务市场的大数据公司EchoNest（在2014年被Spotify收购，直接为Spotify的数据库供能）举办的黑客马拉松中做出来的，它的音乐流派直接对应Spotify。所以在粗略地了解你喜爱的音乐流派后你可以直接在Spotify中搜索“The Sound of ____” 例如The Sound of Metal来收听此类型的歌曲，在这个歌单底部也会推荐例如Intro to Metal, Edge of metal, pulse of metal, women of metal等同类歌单。
2. Every Noise At Once 说到EchoNest就不得不引出它们出品的最有野心的大数据音乐网站：everynoise.com。Every Noise At Once直接使用Spotify的所有音乐流派分类，根据能量分布和音乐配器来将所有流派进行可视化处理。
The calibration is fuzzy, but in general down is more organic, up is more mechanical and electric; left is denser and more atmospheric, right is spikier and bouncier.整体来说就是纵轴往上是更电子更合成的，往下更偏向器乐原声；横轴的左边更注重旋律更大气，右边更有节奏更活泼。
Every Noise At Once不只是一个呆板的图片网站哦，我觉得最好玩的是你点击每个音乐流派，它会给你播放该类型的一小段音乐。听各种音乐，对比中挖掘音乐流派的相同和区别，我真的能玩一整天。点击一个流派还会可视化该类型的歌手，再点击歌手放ta最代表性的音乐，还能直接调到Spotify中Ta的界面。
3. Get Spotify Genres 这个作者一定是一个和我一样苦于Spotify对音乐流派不明确说明的人哈哈哈。这个网站就非常纯粹，简单粗暴，只要把Spotify歌曲或者艺人的链接直接贴在这里，就能给出流派。
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2021.12.02 03:32 PabloChokobar 56 th attempt
I am glad to announce that I have finally completed my NNN challenge. I have been trying for 2 years now. But it was for the 1st time I was able to cross 30 days mark. I have crossed 21 days many times before but it was for the 1st time I was able to make it to 30 days. Although whenever I have done 21 days before there were times when I peeked at porn and because of that I failed not on the same day but a few days later. This time I have stayed away from porn for more than 50 days and it felt amazing. The amount of energy that I have now is not something I never imagined. I used to read how others here mentioned that they have a lot more energy than before I thought they were just making it up to sound cool or just to hype up others but I can say after experiencing it that it certainly is true. I work as software developer and I usually would have to stay up late for work and previously I used to feel burned out very early and feel my body just giving up. But for the past 2 weeks I have been able to work 14 hours at strech and still left with energy to workout. All I have to say to anyone who is just starting on this journey is that it's ok if you fail buts it's very important to not forget why you started. Everyone has a moment of weakness and succumbs to it but it's important that you pull yourself out of it, don't stay there. Even the best of them have failed at it and it certainly is hard at times, but it's all the more reason to do it. Kudos to everyone who were in this journey for taking a step towards self improvement because you my friend are a better person from yesterday irrespective of whether you failed or succeeded because you took the first step. I pray for every who is on thi journey may God give you the strength to overcome your obstacles and succeed not only in nopfap but also in other challenge in your life.
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2021.12.02 03:32 Privacy0100 Will COH work on 1h axe?
2021.12.02 03:32 kvynnet Crisis of RIZIN.33 NYE event, it may be impossible for overseas players to enter.
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2021.12.02 03:32 ArtisticApe An idea for a Christmas fanart
2021.12.02 03:32 popcornboiii Top U.S. & World Headlines — December 1 2021
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2021.12.02 03:32 DarklordTarkan Can you type me?
2021.12.02 03:32 tldrthestoryofmylife Managing parents, relationships, and work as a (22M) Indian tech burnout in US
Used to date a ghori (गोरी) in college, but we broke up when we realized we were different people (mostly due to my upbringing as an Indian) and wanted different things. I'm in software, and when I was studying computer science in uni, my social and romantic life revolved around my dedication (bordering on obsession; I used to be the IIT/Harvard=>PhD=>Google type) with my work in tech. Eventually, I realized that my career motivation came from the unhealthy place of wanting to impress my parents and my peers (my ex was very career-focused as well), and I burned out very quickly, losing my job and barely graduating on time.
My parents are Tamil/Bhraman, my father being very involved in the local Iyengar community in our township in the US; they are both pure veg, attend Vishnu Pooja weekly, and make it a point of lifestyle to organize and participate in religious and social (RSS-type) functions. My father was especially upset with the fact that I was dating, citing the common fear that I would get the girl pregnant and ruin my own life, but he was/is also very scared of losing face in his social circle (e.g., one of the aunties at the weekly Pooja see me and my white [ex-]GF at the local grocery store and start talking).
Ever since we broke up, my parents have been talking about arranging a marriage for me in the next few years, which is an idea I'm very averse to. I love them, and they've done more for me than I could begin to expect out of most Indian parents, let alone their American counterparts, but I am afraid that they are ignoring my own interests in favor of some notion of what would be best for "the family", i.e., them and their social circle.
2021.12.02 03:32 Evil-Red Wheaton Terrier Soft Coated
Short intro: looking for advice on this breed as my wife and I are looking into rescuing a local Wheaton terrier into our apartment home. It’ll be 4 months and we’ll both be gone roughly 7 hours. I’ll have one month of December 100% off!! Advice on the breed or options. Please be kind as I purely want helpful advice
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