I think I might be a schizoid

2021.12.02 03:58 Arayvin1 I think I might be a schizoid

Hello. Before I start this, I would like to say I am 17 and still in high school. I live with my mom and my step dad, all my siblings moved out to college.
So lately the relationship with my girlfriend of 1 1/2 years has been feelings numb. She has been her normal self, but I feel myself putting on a mask more and more often. I feel numb to everything that happens. I still love her I do but I just can’t bring myself to be sexually attracted or excited about anything anymore. I don’t feel anything at all.
I thought maybe this was a relationship problem, but I found out it’s everywhere in my life. I don’t feel anything, anytime. It is only when I am truly by myself and doing nothing when I am at peace.
Last year, my grandma passed away from cancer. She was super close to our family, but I didn’t feel anything. I feel terrible about it. I didn’t shed a single tear. My dad left us to move away a state over last year. I haven’t felt a thing. All of my siblings are gone, my only friends, haven’t felt a thing. I lost ALL of my friends over Covid, I don’t feel anything and I don’t have any interest in maintaining or creating friendships anymore. I just can’t.
I am so emotionally numb it is getting to me. It’s getting worse. I have no drive to function in school anymore, I can’t find reason to care about work or family.
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2021.12.02 03:58 Thrilligetimate Half of OU's football roster, including Caleb Williams and Mario Williams, are now following Georgia Defensive Coordinator Dan Lanning.

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2021.12.02 03:58 friedchickensflying I hate my boyfriend's brother and his girlfriend

I just need to vent because I cannot stand these people. For some context, most of this happened during COVID when we all quarantined at my boyfriend's parents' house. His parents had kindly asked me whether I'd like to move in with them, so I tried it out during COVID.
First of all, I hate them because they just seem like extremely insecure people who like to take it out of others. Prior to COVID I used to workout extremely frequently and my boyfriend's brother and girlfriend would constantly complement me on how great and lean I looked, and it made me feel amazing. However, after the compliments stopped they started to constantly buy me large servings of food without me asking. For example, one time they made wontons for the family and I shit you not, they gave me 40 in a bowl and the bowl was literally overflowing, whilst everyone else had a normal portion. Other days they'd buy back a bucket of KFC chicken just for me alone. Events like this happened numerous times a week. I didn't think too much of it, in fact for the longest time I was thinking they were being nice to me because idk ... usually in Asian culture, you feed those you love. However, one night I came downstairs and I heard the girlfriend telling her boyfriend ' I can't wait till (me) gains more weight' and them both laughing at me.
They'd also laugh at me when they saw me at the gym. Yea, I get it, I can make a weird face when I lift sometimes, but there's no need to point it out and laugh at me. These two have gotten 3 complaints from people at the gym who reported them to staff. After every complaint, they'd vent to us, and expect us to take their side, but seriously, who in their right minds thinks making fun of people and laughing at people is okay?
More recently, they've both been sitting in my seat at the dinner table (after over 3 years of us all sitting in the same spots). We all have our assigned seats, and since before I dated my boyfriend there has always been 2 spare spots on the table between my boyfriend and his brother, so this very naturally became where us girls sat. We always come together every Sunday to have a meal together, it's become like tradition. Recently, I'll come downstairs to see either my boyfriend's brother and girlfriend sitting where I usually would. And I know it's a small issue, but I come downstairs and just feel awkward and out of place because the only spot left for me is the furthest from my boyfriend. So when I got fed up I just asked why they were sitting there. The brother responded by telling me how he's lived in this house for longer so he should essentially sit wherever he wanted. I felt extremely disrespected, but my boyfriend luckily confronted them afterwards and they have since stopped.
There's been so many other instances where they just do annoying little things that just don't make any sense to me. Like for some strange fucked up reason, when I go to the toilet, they like to press their heads onto the door and then listen and laugh. Like I sometimes can't believe the brother is 29 years old. Who... tf does that?
Yea so I fucking hate them. I know it might all seem like small petty shit, but it's just been building up and I needed to release it somewhere.
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Ive always been decent with a sniper but it seems like its super hard to get kills with one now. I either get lasered by a mf with an ar or i get hardscoped by a dude pixel peaking thru a destroyable wall. And dont get me started with the amount of sway/how unstable these snipers are, its like my character hasnt done weight lifting or sum in decades. I swear it was easier to get kills with the hdr from Cod MW 2019 with no attachments than it is now.
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2021.12.02 03:57 Njk110 Looking to jump into sim racing as a hobby soon. What is a good starting place?

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2021.12.02 03:57 niuz-bot Macron îl critică pe Boris Johnson, într-o discuție privată: “E trist să vedem că o țară atât de importantă este condusă de un clovn” - [Actualitate][Internațional]

Președintele francez, Emmanuel Macron, l-a făcut ”clovn” pe premierul britanic Boris Johnson, într-o conversație privată, potrivit publicației franceze Le Canard enchaîné citată de The Guardian.
Citeste in continuare: https://www.hotnews.ro/stiri-international-25216770-macron-critica-boris-johnson-intr-discutie-privata-trist-vedem-tara-atat-importanta-este-condusa-clovn.htm
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